Something I decided to cook up off the top cause I just needed to write a little bit. It’s written Def Poetry style, hoping to someday have to listen to the spoken word.
Delusional.
so now i’m thinking bout the finest brotha a girl like me ever did meet. 6 foot 5, brown skin, nice eyes and big feet! huh, seeing his body sway from side to side. the melin in his skin being highlighted by the dim yellow lights. yeah, this is my type of groove cause like a fresh shave baby I’m smooth. So I think about my approach, cause this one I know won’t be laying at my feet and realzing that with him games are obsolete i must be discreet. Though I’m bold cause how could you miss this sista?! Got dudes from all across the country saying “Christina I wanna be withcha” But I only have eyes for one brotha. The dude that’s being highlighted by the dim yellow lights. and this time I see the glow in his smile, the dimension of his face structure and his muscle definition. Baby boy is continually pulling me in his direction. Without even knowing what he was doing, he had me and I had to have him.
now when i speak truth be told, cause by the next morning naked in his arms is me who he wanted to hold. cause the sex is crazy, i go on and on like the energizer put a battery in my pussy. and not just physically i worked him out mentally, cause there is so much more to me! Now the spotlight is off this amazing brother who now stands next to me. It’s on the main attraction Queen C. Cause baby i’m like royalty and everything I touch has to be damn good to me. Days turned into months though months never quite made it to years. Now i’m laying in a puddle full of tears.
So I said enough! No more of me choosing based on physicality. Cause with my body, style and grace we can look like a 10. even if he’s only a 5 baby i’m that live! Nasty as you wanna be I think I need some therapy. See, this tripping stuff just ain’t like me. So now I ain’t been on my game since that night when that amazing brotha captured my sight. My flow is ziploc that means my shit is tight, but lately things ain’t been right. Maybe it’s cause I don’t know who this amazing brotha might be. Cause i’m in a hospital suffering from severe psychological abnormality.
